1. Esther says:

    >>Might all this writing and world-building often seem only like wasting time? As if doing mere busywork? Cleaning the same closet day after day? Practicing the same song on a musical instrument? Using tweezers to move a dirt pile? Re-writing the same sentence/paragraph/chapter/book over and over? Debunking the same wrong ideas on the internet, over and over and over?<<

    Makes me think of The Phantom Tollbooth–but then perhaps you meant it to?

    This is a good post. Makes the point. Makes the reader realize the point for themselves. Makes it by asking questions (like bad boy Rob Bell) and doesn't go on ad nauseam trying to explain itself.

    Would love to see more of this.

  2. Stephen, I think I can relate a little to what you’re saying. After all, I’ve been laboring for years writing a series that seems all wrong. Male protagonist when the Christian fiction industry prefers females; adult fantasy when YA fantasy has found a toe-hold; epic fantasy when editors are looking for urban or dystopian fantasy; a series of four books that don’t work individually when series stand-alones seem to be preferred, especially from a debut author. Add to that the fact that I quit my day job before I knew writers weren’t supposed to do that!

    But here’s what I cling to: I’m convinced God wants me to do this. To what end, I don’t know.

    I heard a great half-message (to be continued tomorrow) on the radio today from Alistair Begg. His text is from Luke, specifically when Jesus who had been teaching from Peter’s boat, told him to put out to deeper waters and drop his net. Pastor Begg points out that Peter was the professional fisherman. Why should he listen to a carpenter? Especially when He told him to do something all good fishermen knew was unproductive — dropping the (just cleaned) nets again when Peter and his crew had been at it all night and come up with nothing, going to a part of the sea that shouldn’t provide any fish (deep rather than shallow), going at a time of day that was all wrong (noon rather than night or early morning). But Peter, after stating the drawbacks, said, Nevertheless, because You ask me to …

    It’s that point that I want to rest in. There are days it’s not so easy, but I can turn to Scripture for encouragement. All the waiting and wondering so many faithful believers exhibited!

    We’re starting a sermon series on Jeremiah and Pastor Dan pointed out that Jeremiah knew two things going into his years as a prophet — God called him, and no one would listen. Now that’s a tough gig to have! Nevertheless, if God asks me to …

    Becky

  3. Bethany J. says:

    I can certainly empathize. I started a YA science-fiction trilogy almost 6 years ago, and I’m still revising. Revising, revising, and revising. Because it’s never good enough! At this point I almost hate the thing (at present I don’t even want to look at it – ugh). The friends who really like it don’t understand my drive for continual improvement (“Just publish it already!”) and the friends who see its flaws don’t really like it. I think all my previously loyal fans are as sick of it by now as I am. 🙂

    It’s hard! And the hardest part is wondering if it’s worth all the hard work and time I’ve thrown into it for the past 6 years of my life.

    But when I’m tempted to despair and declare, “What a waste,” I have to stop and remind myself that nothing in my life is pointless, because God has ordained it for a reason. Even if this book never makes it into print, even if I never complete it, He was using that time in my life for purposes of His own, and it was not just a “waste”. Maybe He even used it in the lives of friends who have read the book! In fact, I know He has used it in at least a small way, because one friend once told me that my main characters and their relationships inspired her to greater godliness. Even if that is the only good thing that 6 years of hard labor brought forth, it will have been worth it!

    And I have hope that, if I press onward, more good may yet come of this project, which right now feels so dead to me. 🙂

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